Nik eLLe Farida

19th May 2011

2011-09-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

My last post was in July 2010..almost a year now.. Guess what, i'm a mother now..officially became a mother on 19th May 2011 to my beloved Rania Zulaikha...Alhamdulillah..syukur teramat ya Allah di atas kurniaanMu...Rania Zulaikha binti Ahmad Fizi...I chose Rania.. I like that name since i know the existence of Queen Rania of Jordan... Meaning=merenung, mempesonaMy hubby chose Zulaikha... Meaning=cantikMy baby is 4 months old today... Time really flies..Still remember time at the hospital... Such a great experience...I had bleeding on 15th May 2011,our 1st wedding anniversary.. So excited, thought the baby wanted to come out on that day... My hubby can't stop smiling..but i didnt feel any pain...so we went to Pusrawi, after checking, nurse asked me to go back because still no opening and according to her, bleeding is just an early signal..some will take few days until labor..Since it's our anniversary, we went out and celebrate..had dinner at Ole ole bali at Empire and choc drink afterwards at Starbucks..thank u hubby. I love u so much...and of course i receive a great gift :)The next day, we went to see my doctor again at Pusrawi..he checked me and still no sign of labor.Tuesday evening, i think my water was broke but confusing..so i keep quiet n didnt tell my hubby..feel contraction a night.. Wedesday morning, i saw leaking again... This time i knew for sure my water broke or leak..asked my hubby to bring me to the hospital sg buloh.. He's a but confuse and asked me truly whether i really want to go there.. I said yes, i trust the hospital.. Although all this while i did monthly check up at Pusrawi...We reach the hospital around 8 am+++. The doctor checked me and confirmed that my water is leaking.. Since it has been for more than 17 hours since from the first time leaking already, i need to go into labor as fast as possible..only open 2cm that time,so i need to be induced...Was given antibiotic to prevent infection while waiting to be induced.Called my family in Kelantan. They drove from KB to here on the same day as soon as i called.I was induced at 4pm...hubby fed me that evening in the ward... I love u so much abg.. I had quite strong contraction after been induced..Doctor reviewed me at 10pm but still no opening... I dunno what i'm supposed to feel. I had strong contraction but no opening.. Gvernment hospital won't let u go into caesar unless really needed. Doctor gave me an injection for me to sleep and save energy because if there is still no opening at 4am, there will induce in another way, through hand and i'll be in labor...Unfortunately even with the injection, i still cannot sleep... I feel like going to toilet sometmes at 3 but so hard.. So i asked for help fromthe nurse so that i can easily go to toilet...they checked me first and alhamdulillah, already open 8cm...They rushed me to the labor room, called my hubby...When my hubby came into the labor room, dats the time i had the final contraction which so painful..the bidan taught me to push and after 3 times, my baby came out at 3.50 am..Heard her first cry.. Syukur alhamdulillah ya Allah...my hubby kissed me and said 'abg bangga dgn b'...im so touched...it wasa smooth delivery...alhamdulillah.Terima kasih kepada bidan dan seluruh warga hospital sungai buloh di atas kerjasama yg ada berikan.. Hanya tuhan yg dapat membalas jasa anda...Honetly, nothing i want to complain about the hospital and its service...i think i'm lucky since i always heard bad review on government hospital...While i'm typing here, my dear baby is sleeping in front of me.. Syukur alhamdulillah ...

DIY Paper Box

2010-07-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

I learned new thing today, i.e DIY Paper Box.

The idea is to make a customised box that can fit 12 kurma + dry apricot and dry kiwi

Can buy from the shop but expensive to me, so decided to make it on my own.

Successfully.... :)

From Cik to Puan

2010-07-25T21:29:00.005+08:00

I'm officially Puan Nik Elia now...precisely on 15th May 2010...the historic date in my life...

After been together for 2 years, me and Ahmad Fizi are officially husband and wife...

Alhamdulillah, the day went well...

Dengan sekali lafaz, i'm his and he is mine...forever and ever, till death do us apart, insyaAllah...

We had a simple wedding but i'm happy and love it...

The 'pelamin', bedroom and my dress, it was according to my preferences..of course, it's my wedding...

Why i chose lavender? it's always been my favourite color, since 'My best friend's wedding'...i love that movie..

Thanks to all family and friends who attended my wedding and be part of my memorable day...

To Ahmad Fizi bin Hasan... i made my promise on my first day as a wife to be a good and solehah wife to you and believe me, i mean it... we'll go through this life together no matter what happen...

I love you...

An update...

2010-07-25T21:11:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello to all,

This blog is not updated for almost 7 months..

I'm just so lazy to type, that's all although i always love to put in words things that i have in mind...

I don't usually like to talk much, don't really like to share with people with regards to my personal life...

So, what has happened to me during the last 7 months?....on my next posting.... :)

Tambah lagi satu

2009-11-08T09:48:00.004+08:00

Yes, umur saya telah bertambah lagi satu tahun...Happy Birthday to me...

Fizi brought me to Jeram, Kuala Selangor yesterday (a day before my birthday)...Jeram normally associated with waterfall but this Jeram is not a waterfall, it' s a beach... not a place for picnic but the seafood is good...seriously, best sangat..

Arrived there around 4pm, took some pics (posing2 skit), then we had dinner at this seafood restaurant called 'Aroma Ikan Bakar'

We had :

1) Ikan pari bakar (sepotong tapi besar) - seriously best

2) Ketam masak cili (2 ekor) - this is one of a kind..i strongly suggest this

3) Sotong Celup tepung (2 ekor) - macam biasa saje tapi crispy..

4) Tomyam

5) Kerang bakar (as an appetizer) - layan gak ah makan ni, sambil dibuai angin laut

6) Orange juice

Sume total RM49.50... ok kan? last time we had seafood kat Umbai, Melaka pn makan lebih kurang same menu except ganti ketam ngan udang n takde kerang bakar, it was RM60++

Sotong sampai last skali, so itu kitaorg kita dessert la, makan slow2 coz dah kenyang...

The place is big, spacey, seems very famous, and service is ok...

and of course i got my present la, although got it few days earlier already but only put it on last nite... I got white gold necklace with love shaped pendant.. Thanks Abg... :)

TGIF?

2009-11-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

Yes, Thank God it's Friday...

not that i happened to like Friday so much.. sometimes i do wonder why people like Friday so much. is t because it's the end of the week? No work tomorrow, no need to wake up so early, no need to do hair/makeup on the morning?

I like everyday...

Apparently, not much different to me...

There's one thing that i like on Friday though... Nur Kasih...Adam, Nur, Aidil.

I found that this series is impressive, realistic and emotionally interesting...

Day after tomorrow is my birthday..i'm turning 26... :)

What happened in KL on 1st Nov 2009

2009-11-03T21:24:00.004+08:00

After me n fizi got ourselves 2 'persalinan' complete with shoes (for me) for our wedding next year, we sent those outfits for minor alteration...

Feel relief as we do not need to worry about what to wear anymore, just need to focus on other things such as wedding cards, doorgifts, the 'pelamin' and of course, for the kenduri...

Ok, so we went to bangunan MARA in KL for alteration purpose...Pity Fizi need to carry few bags of our persalinan...Manage to get tailor to fix the baju according to our body cutting...
Fizi also sent his baju melayu at KAS Tailoring (next to Den Wahab at Wisma Yakin)

We happened to stop at this one camera shop.. The intention was to 'usha2' the price for DSLR first but the thing was pretty impressed so we end up buying the cam... Nikon D60...now we struggling to learn how to use that like pro..hahaha...my fren said that this is a pro camera for beginner...hmmm? ohh yes, we are so beginner....hihihi

Last nite we went to Sunway Pyramid...Testing camera la skit..hihi..
Ohh ye, my birthday's coming soon.. I already got my present by the way but will only wear it on 'the day'.. Thanks to him

I'll put on some pictures using the cam soon...

Until now, babai.....

Apa telah berlaku di DIOS Astana

2009-10-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

Sangat menarik berkunjung ke DIOS Astana.

I got myself few cosmetic items like foundations, eyeshadows...

Saw this songket persalinan for wedding, i like few colors like soft green, pink and beige with gold motives..
All at a very affordable price.. Will visit it again to get for me and Fizi... we plab to wear that for his side 'kenduri'

The thing that i was in my wish list to buy today at DIOS didnt realize are Kryolan TV Paint Stick (coz no suitable color) and Dokoh. ..maybe i should buy from this pewter shop at Giant Mall here in Kelana Jaya..quite expensive (buy maybe not for those who loves Malaysian Arts so much)..Hmmm, still thinking...

Agenda ku

2009-10-24T10:33:00.002+08:00

Ada rancangan hari ini..

Sy dan Nana nak ke DIOS... maybe ada yg tau n ada yg taktau..
Basically DIOS ni kedai pengantin, precisely jual barangan pengantin...
oops, bukanla niat utk nk cari barang pengantin cuma bila tgk katalog tadi, ada brg2 yg sy perlukan, bukan mainly sbg persediaan utk my own wedding, but more for my journey to realise my 'project'.. and what is that?

Nantila, bila benar2 tercapai, blehla publish..

Tengah sabar menunggu Nana balik keje skrg..ohh ye, tak breakfast lagi...
Smlm makan pizza dgn Fizi, order bnyk sgt sampai tak abis, kena tapau bawa balik, so pagi ni sy breakfast makan pizza la...

Selamat breakfast

Open house .... untuk kali ini

2009-10-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

Personally, open house kami tahun ini agak bemakna buat saya...mungkin ini kali terakhir sy berpeluang beropen house dgn housemate2 sya...well, we wouldnt know what may happen..we plan, we wish, we hope...we just about everything tapi tetap penentunya kuasa Allah S.W.T.

Aku terkenang...

2009-10-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Terkenangkan apakah?

Nothing much, just terkenang..how sweet my life can be, how hard my life can be, how meaningful my life can be...

Take your pick...

Dari kamar ku...

2009-10-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Dari kamar ku di rumah sewa ku ini di Kelana Jaya, sy kembali berblog....
Sedar tak sedar, dah hampir 3 tahun saya dan kawan2 menetap disini...adakah sudah tiba masa utk meninggalkannya?

Hmmm, bukan mudah perjalanan hidup ini.. that's right people...life is not easy or lets put it this way, some may say it is easy if we let it be easy...hmmm, pretty deep haa?

I always like this quote "Life is short, so live it sweet".. indeed, i'm trying very hard to live it sweet but sometimes, it's fate, we won't always get what we want and life is just to short to try very hard to live it sweet...

What am i talking about? hmm, renung renungkan...

Secara Langsung dari Kafe An-Nur

2009-10-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

Sudah sekian lama tidak mengunjungi kafe ini.. bukanla menjadi pujaan, cuma agak ok tempat ni..dekat gak ngan ofis...
ohh ye, br pas makan tomyam dan telur bungkus...

Knape kah sudah lama tak berblog? ada masalah utk log in menggunakan laptop sendiri..oopsss, laptop company...basically, senang cite, laptop itu telah di downgrade internet explorer nye to enable this one software..erm, actually 2 which i do not even know how to use...as a consequences, my nagivation to the internet be a bit slow and of course can't access to high end webs as it cannot support...well, after all, it's company's laptop, it's meant to do work...huhu

I think it's time for me to go back..almost 9.30...i believe got cerita hantu on TV di malam jumaat ini...ohh ye, smlm watched one Indon ghost story, Sumirah Sundel Bolong on TV3 tapi tak abis pn coz i was left alone. tak berani gue nk tgk...huhu

Updates

2009-07-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

It's been like ages..

but nothing much, nothing fancy bout my life.. i'm just continuing my daily routine..go to work, come back, sleep, go watch movie sometimes...
in one week time, i watched 2 already...Ice Age and Transformer.. Me ain't really a 'kaki wayang'..i just like to watch big screen and sit back and relax...dun really care which movie...
I used to have geng kaki wayang dulu, i.e my ACCA friends but now it seems that everybody is busy..with work, life, some even busy planning for marriage...

I went to office today..err..it's not that i happen to like sitting on that kerusi empuk so much but it's month end closing...
Something happened while me, Kak Ila and Hazwani were focussing on our work...A guard came into the office and asked us to pack our things and leave in 10 minutes because the office is affected with H1N1 virus...Damn shocked with that, we quickly packed our things n i called Karena (my Manager) asked her not to come...

It's confirmed that one of Mat Saleh at my company which just got back from Canada got the virus..They r going to disinfect the place tomorrow and we are safe to go to work on Monday..hopefully..

I am currently suffering unstable emotion..haih...dun really know what is it...and dun really sure how to solve it...but one thing for sure...retail therapy i something i need to think about...excellent idea... :)

Hujung Minggu ini

2009-06-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

got 3 events this weekend
spend half a day at Hawa's house, it's her engagement day..dah jadi tunang org pn kawan aku ni..congrats to her..happy for her..i know she had to go thru a not happy ending few relationships before but now...it's a happy ending...

not being too pesimistic or too optimistic, but we always hope the best for eveything...

by the way, my engagement day was on 16th May 2009..i've pasted few pictures on my facebook and friendster page.
Thanks to my fiance and the family for a memorable nite of my life...
and Thanks very very much to my parents and other family members for the preparation...
Love mak, ayah, eda n ezwan so much...

ohh ya, back to my title..
after hawa's engagement, i went out to celebrate Fizi's 27th birthday..my fiance is now 27 already..and i'm gonna be 26 soon...err, not so young anymore...
we had dinner in Shah Alam..quite nice... and later went to watch movie..the original plan was to watch Terminator Salvation but since the show is late, so we ended up watching Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak...hehehe..unexpectable but ok la, at least got some funny things to laugh rather than watching serious number like Terminator...

and today, me n Hawa went to Nizam's wedding...congrats to Nizam and Nina...

As for my wedding, so far no preparation has been done...not so rush people, still stabilizing my new worklife...quite tough sometimes..being in Finance department of a manufacturing company is not really maintaining daily operation..it takes more than that...interesting...

Terpesona

2009-05-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

Maybe ada antara kita yang pernah menonton Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical (PGLTM)

Saya berpeluang menontonnye sewaktu pementasannya yang pertama di Istana Budaya..juga merupakan pengalamana kali pertama saya menonton sebuah teater..satu pilihan yang bijak yang sy buat dengan memilih PGLTM...

Such a masterpiece, a great work of art, a wonderful stage performance...

Konsert kelapan Akademi Fantasia musim ketujuh mendedikasikan sebuah tribute kepada pementasan antara yang terhebat pernah dipentaskan di Malaysia...

Syabas utk pelajar dan tenaga produksi Astro di atas satu idea, satu transformasi yang begitu cemerlang...

Saya merupakan peminat Akademi Fantasia semenjak musim pertama..namun minat itu kian menurun mulai musim ketiga tapi harus saya akui, musim kelapan ini jelas mencerminkan tema yang di war war kan oleh Astro iaitu suatu transformasi..walaupun ternyata pada awalnya transformasi itu hanya sangat jelas pada pemilihan pengetua wanita berbanding lelaki utk musim2 sebelumnya...

Jujurnya, Akademi Fantasia kali ini berjaya membuatkan saya kembali menanti nantikan konsert setiap minggu...

Selamat Hari Pekerja 2009

2009-05-01T17:31:00.005+08:00

Happy Labour Day 2009 to all

and yes, i am having a labour day..without need to work of course...

and yes, we shouldn't be working today..boleh kena saman tau..of course not us will got the saman but the company will but hey, we are trying to save the Company and consequently save ourselves..it's a win win situation.. (basically that's what i told my manager yesterday..)

So, what to do on labour day?

I went to have breakfast at Hutan Lipur Lentang, Pahang this morning with my bf...and yes, enjoy it very much...

morning breeze with nasi lemak and nescafe o suam ditepi sungai..a well preserved one....what's not to love? with special person somemore..thanx honey...

That's basically what i have done on Labour's Day 2009

1.52 am

2009-04-11T01:52:00.003+08:00

What am i doing at this hour? i should be sleeping instead but the feeling is juz not right..

Wanna know what i'm doing? i'm watching several videos in YouTube, e.g: Takako Uehara, Siti Nurhaliza and Faizal Tahir..

Crazy right? layan siti nurhaliza lagi tu...

I am sleepy n tired n has sore throat which normally the first sign of getting fever to me...

I like this one song by Takako Uehara, i.e: Kiss You..i like the clip especially live one..i like the dance step she and the dancers did...

Well, not many people know that i used to dance before, that is during uni time....i was involved mainly in traditional malay dance...i did joget, inang, and some other malay traditional dance.
I love the performance, dressing up, helping the girls in the team with the makeup and at one point of time, i was the coach and the leader in performance bureau of events that were organized by college and faculty...
I did modern dance performance for a couple of time and yes, it was fun n much freedom , not like traditional dance where i need to maintain the 'keaslian tarian melayu'.
I did one Jawa Dance with Asmaradana song (by Tiara Jacquelina) but of course not as graceful yet very sharp as we can see in her clip but it was a great experience...

I met the one of college top management during my convocation last year and he still remembers me for all my contribution and hard work for Art & Culture Bureau last time..I feel so great knowing that my work and my contribution are much appreciated...They were great to me, never hesitate to give when i asked for budget for my bureau...

We got paid for the performance unless if it were for faculty dinner or college dinner.Other shows like for RTM or for other faculty, we got paid but not much la, but one best thing is that we got nice hotel food every time...

I miss those time...really....wonder where are all the girls that used to be with me now...

Now i think badan dah keras la, since i'm old already n has left all those things for ages, but the feeling is still attached...but no geng to form a group la since everybody is busy including me.

Spirit Aerosystems Malaysia Sdn Bhd

2009-04-04T10:29:00.003+08:00

That name may sounds very alien to us...

Yes unless u r someone in aviation industry or someone who happens to like aircraft so much

This is the latest addition of Spirit Aerosystem UK (based in Prestwick Airport UK)

And now it is in Malaysia...

You may find its brand new facilities in Blue and white on the way to Subang Airport (on your left at the roundabout)

With all the skilled engineers and supporting, this will be the pioneer in aircraft component manufacturing...

As to date, Malaysia plant is doing the wings components for A320 and A321 and will be more soon , like A380 and Boeing...

Feeling like flying anyone?

One Saturday morning

2009-04-04T10:17:00.002+08:00

it's saturday and i'm not working..

Ijat is on the phone talking to her Boo while i'm gently pressing keyboard of this poor laptop that needs to work on saturday...sorry dear...

Feels kinda weird since last week coz no work on Saturday and i was like wondering around at home, went out to have lunch and back at home, play2 around, watch TV...

A truly different situation i'm haveing currently...but one thing bout it that i like, which is ...FUN

FUN of not having to work on weekend, fun of having to get to watch TV the whole day...

Ohhh, Ijat is talking bout wedding wif her Boo...

A Wedding?

Hmmm......

A brand new life...

2009-03-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm officially not an auditor/consultant anymore...

I officially resigned from BDO Binder..

What have i learnt?

What have i missed?

What have i let go?

and

What have i earned?

Haih.... Wow....

A life....

And now, i'm flying with WINGS.....

Menghitung Hari

2009-03-13T13:19:00.002+08:00

My last day in BDO Binder will be on 20th March 2009...

Memories to be remembered for the rest of my life...

Memories to be forgotten...

Nik Elia Farida Nik Suhaimi
Audit Associate (Audit) / Executive (Transaction Services)

A Valentine...

2009-02-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all

Well, never meant to celebrate...
I'm working today, full day...
Yes, me at work, doing work, try to finish work, try to deal and solve the problem and bulking questions for the client on Monday...

Why people celebrating Valentine's day?
Getting a box of chocolate? a bouquet? or even a card?

If u ask me, for me Valentine's day is everyday but of course, i am a girl, a human being, it feels good, looks good, sounds good when it comes to Valentine

Today, i ended up getting and wishing my senior, my colleague and my friends a Happy Valentine's day.

Well, not so happy one since need to work...

I went back at 7 and had dinner at secret recipe alone. I had a grilled chicken rice and ice lemon tea and brownie for dessert while talking on phone with Eve...
So, Ms. Eve, u r my Valentine... Hahahahahaha...

Ohh ye, gonna sleep early bcoz my Valentine will come back tomorrow..

Nite2 people...

Fireflyzzzzzz

2009-01-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

I took Firefly for the first time from Kota Bharu to Subang last nite.

The ticket price is cheaper than AirAsia (since i booked earlier, about 3 weeks before)

The seat is numbered

The FA served me a couple of cookies and an orange juice

The ATR72-500 feels brand new

No shaking

Subang Airport is just 10 minutes drive from my house and peaceful...

Conclusion :
Based on the workdone, i'm of the opinion that Firefly is really your 'Community Airlines' :)

1st step that makes it all possible...

2009-01-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all readers

everything that happens has it first step,
that first step can be a reason that intentionally or unintentionally to that particular event to take place...

i have involved and completed in one '1st step' that will make the 2nd and 3rd to be possible..insyaAllah...

special thanks to all family members of both side for a beautiful, wonderful and memorable nite of my life...

I believe i can fly...

2009-01-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

In approximately 3 hours from now, i'm going back to Kelana Jaya...

I made macaroni and cheese for my baby brother juz now since he loves it so much. I won't miss to do that everytime i go back to Kelantan...
The weather is quite bad, been raining the whole day, feel bit terrify to be in airplane in bad condition...hmmm, been watching TV too much...

I love airplane movies such as Turbulance and Air Force One...very dramatic..but of course always pray that those such things won't happen to me...

Alhamdulillah, feel so grateful to Him that i live in this peaceful country although there is a minority who actually doesn't feel happy to stay quiet and feel happy about 'World Peace'...

I am searching for return ticket to come back to Kota Bharu on Chinese New Year.. feel like want to try the Firefly.... we'll never know until we try it...besides, Subang airport is very near to my house, very convenient to me...The price is same as if i am taking the AirAsia (MAS is not in this discussion since it is not comparable in terms of cost) on the same day.
I believe my CBA (Cost-Benefit Analysis) this time is beneficial to me...

www.fireflyz.com.my

MyVi 2009

2009-01-01T16:10:00.004+08:00

Not Malaysian Vision (Perodua MyVi) as seen on the road but i modified this to be 'My Vision'

Yes, My 2009 Vision.......

Nuthin fancy, nuthin extraordinary, nuthin extreme...simply to improve my life, to upgrade my knowledge, to gain more work experience...

Here's one of them (yes, of course i have lots)

I want to be a successful, true, diligent auditor and later a consultant...

starting January 2009, i'll be officially transfered to audit department and will be there for 18 months.. yes, such a short period but my mission is to gain as much knowledge as i can, so that i can use it to help me in my advisory work when i go back to Transaction Services after 18 months...
i won't tell Mr Mok (BDO International Partner) i want to be in Audit forever although i am allowed to do so in case i love audit so much...

there are obstacles of course...working in Auditing requires sacrifices and the one that i want to emphasize here is time...the solution is to work efficiently....

Auditors are synonym with working late..so, are they not efficient enough? some say that go back sharp in Audit is a sin...

am i fully prepared, mentally and physically for this?

the answer is yes, i always believe that there's no easy job..i chose this line, and for sure i want to be the practise people for as long as i can, then i'll feel really worth it to havin studied, spent so much of my parents money and not to forget, Government's money.

another thing is my future commitment, i.e marriage...

let's revise and improvise my initial sentence, from 'there are obstacles..' to 'challenges i have to face'....
didnt mean to make it sound nicer but intended to feel nicer...there are challenges in every job in this world...

the answer for all of these is...'when there is a will, there is a way'

Wish everyone a very Happy New Year 2009 and also Salam Maal Hijrah 1430....

'Moga dikuatkan dan ditetapkan Iman kita. dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan dan diberkati olehNya dalam apa jua yang kita lakukan'

Amiin...

A place called Home..

2008-12-25T13:59:00.002+08:00

feels so good to be back... and i'm gonna haf a long holiday..starting yesteday , i.e 24th dec 08 until 4th jan 09...

nuthin interestin happened yesterday, basically eat and sleep..ahahahaha...and i dun plan to do anythin, juz wanna stay at home ........yes, i can survive as long as there's a TV and internet connection.....well,TV's my life....

tomorrow i'm going to Terengganu to send my sister back to UDM, will be my first visit there...
quite miss Terengganu, well i was there , in Dungun to be precise for 3 years during my Diploma time..it was fun although i was hesitant to go at first (never heard bout Dungun before, so i was expecting it was 'tempat jin bertendang' kinda place) but after my 3 years of tenure in UiTM, realise there's no place like it..where can u find a campus that is located less than 100 metres from the sea and after class, u can juz like go and buy goreng pisang n sit on the beach n of course 'melayan perasaan'...hahahaha...how i miss that....and definitely, 24 hours of sea breeze......how wonderful....what an experience to reminisce....

so, tomorrow we will stay for a nite at a resort which is according to my mother, is beautiful and u can see the airport straight away...i'm not really sure about the airport thing, aren't we suppose to have a quiet stay rather than hearing airplanes noise? ....pity my boyfriend for having to actually deal with that kind of noise everyday, luckily juz from small aircrafts...

well, juz go n see first ...my mother's choice always turn out to be a very good one...but whatever it is , i am more concern about another thing which is 'makan'..hahaha, gosh, i miss keropok lekor, nasi dagang Terengganu...yummy.....

in few minutes, i'm goin to my che dah's house (i.e my father's big sister)...i heard she made roti jala...time to eat people...hihi...

Do i look so different?

2008-12-22T16:52:00.004+08:00

last 12 December 2008 was the BDO Annual Dinner 2008..i decided to wear this one modern kurung that i bought from Bukit Tinggi, Indonesia last August...

The theme was United Nations of BDO, basically it was a cultural nite...

Do i look very different? hehe, bcoz all that attended that nite and those who see this pic also said i look different

FYI, makeup was sponsored by Clinique (i haf the birthday voucher for makeover) and hair was by Sinma (juz bought the hair clip and u get ur hair done for free..hihi)

It was fun but sadly i wasnt lucky enuf to win those lucky draws...haih...Ipod Nano 8GB, spa voucher, swatch watch, dinner buffet, home theatre system...haih...

saat saat terakhir di tahun 2008

2008-12-17T09:42:00.003+08:00

14 hari menuju ke tahun 2009...

i haf so many plans for 2009..of course deep inside my heart i wish them will materialize

and for these few days left, still i have few things to complete, waiting for this weekend to come and waiting for Fizi to come back from Melaka..
ohh ye, he called me this morning and gave me this news that he'll be stationed in Melaka until June next year.
dunno how i'm supposed to feel bout that..but it's for the sake of the work, so i need to accept..it's not like i won't be seeing him at all but not as much as we do currently..
it's a good thing for him, for the career and maybe for our future together later...

i'll be seconded to Audit department for a year and a half w.e.f from 2 January 2008..
dunno whether i'm supposed to feel happy or not bout that
but i guess i shud feel happy coz actually i'm looking forward for this..i want to have a very strong basic n i always believe that audit experience can give me that although i dun really like auditing..

So later when i'm going to Audit, there'll be few changes..

1) i won't be having my own table anymore because it's free seating , juz like Air Asia....
2) i'll be working even more long hours (it's peak period somemore)

and maybe more to come....

as for now, i guess i shud be getting prepared for audit but basically i do nuthin at the moment..hihihi...
juz had quite number of training starting last months...

last monday, it was on Bursa Malaysia Securities and SC guidelines...
yesterday (Tuesday) it was on IFRS Development and yes, it gave me so much headache..

i can't even recall some of the standards and calculation and the double entry that i have studied before, maybe because i didnt really fully practice it for the last 8 months.

tomorrow and Friday will be IFRS 3 training...this shud be good for me...although sure will give me headache...

so what shud i do now? open the IFRS 3 standard manual and read? hihihihi....take a lot of courage to do that..haih...hahahaha

btw, juz got BDO 2009 planner and mug from new secretary, Ellie...quite pity her la, being the secretary for 2 partners cum admin cum secretary for us (TS people), sure she's quite blur2...

still waiting for my client charge code from her...

The 'once in a lifetime' thing in your life

2008-12-03T15:59:00.007+08:00

Simply it means things that happen once in your lifetime...

I am officially 25 years old on 8 November 2008...quarter of century...sounds i'm damn old..but i prefer mature word rather than old..

For the past 25 years of my existence in this world ciptaan Allah SWT, i have encountered and went through vast experiences, major things including most of things that i regard as things that u won't get to see, hear, say, hold, have everyday....and also i believe there's a lot more coming..

What are the things that you regard as 'once in a lifetime' thing in your life?

Prior to my quarter century birthday celebration, i have received a good news that is one thing i struggled, i prayed, i cried to have it... i.e completing my study....and what a coincidence, the graduation day n my birthday fall on the same day..

8 November 2008, 25th birthday, ACCA graduation ceremony, 'meet the parents' day for my beloved Fizi.

Such a meaningful, wonderful and a moment to reminisce...

and certainly, this only happen once in my lifetime...

Another thing i am really looking forward is 'wedding'.....not juz for me but definitely a once in a lifetime event for everybody...

i once read this in Chinese Tantra Totem :

' Great Love, Great Achievement comes with great responsibility'

......absolutely believe in this..n i'm looking forward also for this responsibility.....never say responsibility as a burden ..it is an achievement...a pleasure...a satisfaction...the greatest thing u could have in ur life....

like Spiderman's uncle said : 'Great Power comes with great responsibility'

' Be engaged at least six month before the wedding'

......ain't really sure what the rationale, relevance behind this.....hrmmm...

'Jiwa Kacau' The Return

2008-10-22T08:40:00.003+08:00

For those who follow the 'Jiwa Kacau' story, here's a sequel to it...

Something to share..

It is a life...Do we live to love or love to live?

"I feel complete to love and care someone that i haf a feeling more than a friend"
"Commitment"

The person that came out with that sentence can be considered as a good person, kind hearted but with a bit mysterious personality...

So, in this post, i'd like to invite everybody to actually give opinion on the above matters...

Quotes of life

2008-10-21T11:15:00.003+08:00

IF WE CANNOT LOVE THE PERSON WHOM WE SEE,... HOW CAN WE LOVE GOD,WHOM WE CANNOT SEE ? - MOTHER THERESA .

IF YOU WIN YOU NEED NOT EXPLAIN .......... BUT IF YOU LOSE YOU SHOULD NOT BE THERE TO EXPLAIN - ADOLPH HITLER

IF YOU START JUDGING PEOPLE YOU WILL BE HAVING NO TIME TO LOVE THEM -> MOTHER THERESA

I'M NOT IN COMPETITION WITH ANYBODY BUT MYSELF .... MY GOAL IS TO BEAT MY LAST PERFORMANCE - BILL GATES

DON'T COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ANYONE IN THIS WORLD...... IF YOU DO SO, YOU ARE INSULTING YOURSELF - ALEN STRIKE .

NEVER EXPLAIN YOURSELF TO ANYONE...... .BECAUSE THE PERSON WHO LIKES YOU DOES NOT NEED IT.........AND THE PERSON WHO DISLIKES YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT - AUTHOR UNKNOWN

THE DREAM IS NOT WHAT YOU SEE IN SLEEP......DREAM IS WHICH DOES NOT LET YOU SLEEP. - DR. ABDUL KALAM (Former President of the Republic of> India)

NO MAN IS RICH ENOUGH TO BUY HIS PAST - - OSCAR WILDE

IF YOU WANT REAL PEACE,.... DON'T TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS,...TALK WITH YOUR ENEMIES - MOTHER THERESA

WINNING DOESN'T ALWAYS MEAN BEING FIRST,..... WINNING MEANS YOU'RE DOING BETTER THAN YOU'VE DONE BEFORE - BONNIE BLAIR

EVERYONE THINKS OF CHANGING THE WORLD,...... . BUT NO ONE THINKS OF CHANGING HIMSELF . - - - LEO TOLSTOY

I WILL NOT SAY I FAILED 1000 TIMES,...... .. I WILL SAY> THAT I DISCOVERED THERE ARE 1000 WAYS THAT CAN CAUSE FAILURE. THOMAS EDISON

NEVER BREAK FOUR THINGS IN YOUR LIFE, a) TRUST, b) PROMISE, c) RELATIONSHIP and d) HEART BECAUSE WHEN THEY BREAK THEY DON'T MAKE NOISE BUT PAIN A LOT - CHARLES

IN A DAY, WHEN YOU DON'T COME ACROSS ANY PROBLEMS YOU CAN BE SURE THAT YOU ARE TRAVELLING IN A WRONG PATH - SWAMI VIVEKANANDA :

THREE SENTENCES FOR GETTING SUCCESS: A) KNOW MORE THAN OTHER B) WORK MORE THAN OTHER C) EXPECT LESS THAN OTHER - WILLIAM SHAKESPEAR

LOVE YOUR JOB BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT STOPS LOVING YOU - DR. ABDUL KALAM

IF SOMEONE FEELS THAT THEY HAD NEVER MADE A MISTAKE IN THEIR LIFE,THEN IT MEANS THEY HAD NEVER TRIED A NEW THING IN THEIR LIFE -> ALBERT EINSTEIN

Cinta ini membunuhku?

2008-10-13T11:29:00.001+08:00

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Me vs High Heels

2008-10-13T11:07:00.002+08:00

I'm a big fan of shoes...i love to buy shoes, sandals....not the expensive one but i just love to buy shoes..

Any particular reason? No..i juz love to see the design and i always feel like i dun haf suitable shoes everytime...

And of course High Heels but for the past 2 weeks, i've been wearing flat shoes to office, sometimes coloured one like purple ( i havent tried wearing pink to office. HR tgk, die lor..). Yeah, i know i should dress professionally but i have coloured shoes so dunno when i'll be wearing it if not to work...Previously i worked in manufacturing company where i need to wear uniforms.. I couldn't stand see everybody wearing black everytime because it's boring.. dahla kena pakai uniform, takde variety langsung..so i took the initiative to wear coloured shoes and since the managers n directors never question it, i guess it was ok la..(maybe they feel bored also seeing ladies in the office wearing same color everytime)... hehehehe

Back to high heels, yes, they are nice, sexy and one will definitely looks different juz by putting them on...believe it or not, it can actually build up ur confidence..
dun believe me, for those who havent tried heels or basically think they are troublesome, plz feel free to try...
Why do i say it can build up ur confidence? Ok, here's the 'how'
When u walk in heels, of course u'll control the way u walk, of course la since u dun want to slip and fall...
When u tries to control the way u walk, u basically maintaining ur body posture, which means u walk and sit wif the right body posture, head straight up, chest out, tummy in, back straight...which is good, for health as well...

When u walk in that kind of body posture, dats the first step to feel good bout urself, ur breathing system will be in the right flow,ur blood will flow smoothly from ur heart to ur brain, ur face will show the healthy side and yes, without u knowing it, u r actually smiling...

and Yes, when u r smiling, ur mood is definitely good and dats the confidence actually derived..

so people, high heels is not only for fashion purpose, not only for showing off, to a certain aspects, it actually has its 'beautiful' side...

but still people, since everything has its pros n cons, keep in mind its 'darker' side also...

Shopping anyone? :)

A week after raya...

2008-10-13T10:39:00.002+08:00

I had a one week leave for raya..hmm , so good...since nobody here gonna fight wif me for raya cuti so the partner can easily approve my apllication..
Went back on saturday after berbuka and syukur alhamdulillah the traffic was smooth n me and shima able to reach Kota Bharu at 3 something in the morning after 7 and a half hour driving from USJ...best juga MyVi SE tu..hmm, thinking bout changing a car..hehe..not so soon.
I like Suzuki Swift actually...but if we are talking bout family car, i prefer Camry or maybe Accord...not too mention BMW but that so dreamy la...

Nothing much to do at KB before raya, my family is not the type yg masak2 for raya..so basically what we did was hangout wif cousins, 'lepakking'...tried once to go to KB, thinking of going to KB Mall or maybe pasar MPKB to buy tudung but looking at the traffics, hmm, i changed my mind...
dats what normally happen during raya time in Kota Bharu...basically turns out to be 'KL'...

During 1st day Raya, after semayang raya, we had nasi kuning at my grandparents house which is only next to my house and our normal routine which was jalan2 ramai2 then come back..
same thing for second raya. Nuthin much different during this raya except that i need to attend weddings, 4 weddings actually...all my relatives one...it's good to have weddings during Raya because this is the time where everybody is there and by attending the weddings, i was able to meet my relatives, even the one that we rarely see . and of course i got the same questions everytime and again of course i had a standard answer to that question..
The question was 'Ya, bilo pulok?' or 'Mah(my mom) , bilo pulok nok buleh menantu ni?'
and my answer will definitely be ... :)
yes, smile...dats all i can do...hehehe.my mom's answer was different la, sometimes longer...hahaha...looks like my wedding will be a big thing to my family.. but i guess maybe i shud wait first for my cousins which are older than me to get married first but again, i tend to get the spotlight regarding to this matter...

To all my makcik2, uncle2, and of course mak dan ayah, insyaAllah la k? hehehe
I wanted to settle down also, the thing is ....haih...

I went back to KL on Sunday.... the traffic was damn bad...believe it or not, it took me more than 12 hours to reach KL...n i had a training at the office somemore on the next day...luckily i survived...the training was quite interesting...

The not so good thing bout this Raya was that i had fever n flu n it became worst during night time...maybe because of the weather, or maybe i ate too much...
Now i'm fully recovered...and in the middle of preparing for my next assignment...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2008-09-26T09:07:00.002+08:00

hari ni dah hari yg ke 26 kita berpuasa
hari ni juga last sy bekerja coz i'll be on leave for the whole next week...
Nuthin much to do today except reviewing this legal thing...

sy akan balik ke kampung sy yg tercinta iaitu Kota Bharu, Klate esok petang..harap2 shima dapat abis keje awal n dapat gerak balik awl skit
tahun lepas,sy gerak dr umah kul 12 tgh malam dan selamat tiba di kota bharu 11 pg keesokannya..wah 11 jam tu

tahun ni, kita tunggu dan lihat...haih..bilala nak ada highway cm PLUS tu utk balik kelantan.

dan sy masih menunggu kuih tart nenas kak di (kakak ofis dulu)..my mum's favourite tu kuih tart nenas kak di ni...nampaknya memerlukan pertolongan 'posmen' sy skali lagi utk mengambil kuih tersebut...thanks en 'posmen' :)

teringat time raya setiap tahun..betapa bestnye dapat berkumpul ramai2 dan g beraya ramai2 dengan sedara2 sume...
umah nenek hanya sebelah umah ...so basically sy takde kampung..cuma bila skrg sy menetap disini dn bekerja disini, so sy menganggap sy punya kampung utk pulang beraya...
sy akan tunggu makcik2, uncle2 n cousins sy balik coz diaorg akan berkumpul di umah nenek sy.
pg raya mmg kitaorg ramai2, 7 8 buah kereta akan g beraya sesama..biasanya ada 3 buah kediaman ini yg mmg kitaorg akan attack..diaorg pn mmg tau kami mmg dtg dalam gerombolan yg besar setiap tahun...pertambahan rumah lain adalah 2 3 , itu bergantung jika makcik2 bleh delay trip diaorg ke umah mentua...

kekadang terpk juga, mcm mana bila sy sendiri sudah berkeluarga nnti dan jika teman sy bukan satu negeri dgn sy...mesti kena bergilir gilir setiap tahun..kesian kat mak ngan ayah...ayah slalu ckp dah la ada anak 3 je, bila sorang takde, mmg terasa sangat...skrg ni pn diaorg hanya bertiga dirumah (ayah, mak dan adik bongsu)...

my housemate, Ude akan balik ke kg terus lepas keje arini...sempat wish n salam minta maaf ngan dia pg tadi...drive leklok ye Ude...

Suatumasa n TJS pn balik esok juga sama ngan sy..cuma Eve balik ahad ke Siam..Selamat balik kampung utk korang...drive leklok...and doakan aku smpai dengan selamat juga...haih...long journey...

Untuk semua, sy ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..moga kedatangannya kali ini membawa seribu rahmat dan pengertian untuk kita semua...

Saya mohon kemaafan zahir dan batin jika ada tersalah bicara, tingkah laku selama ni...

Tentang seseorang....

2008-09-25T13:09:00.003+08:00

My name begins with 'N'

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

My birth month is 'November'

*Has a lot of ideas *Difficult to fathom *Thinks forward *Unique and brilliant *Extraordinary ideas *Sharp thinking *Fine and strong clairvoyance *Can become good doctors *Careful and cautious *Dynamic in personality *Secretive *Inquisitive *Knows how to dig secrets *Always thinking *Less talkative but amiable *Brave and generous *Patient *Stubborn and hard-hearted *If there is a will, there is a way *Determined *Never give up *Hardly become angry unless provoked *Loves to be alone *Thinks differently from others *Sharp-minded *Motivates oneself *Does not appreciate praises *High-spirited *Well-built and tough *Deep love and emotions *Romantic *Uncertain in relationships *Homely *Hardworking *High abilities *Trustworthy *Honest and keeps secrets *Not able to control emotions *Unpredictable.

My birth date is '8', so the nature is 'White'

You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by others.

My signing style is 'single line below the sign'

These persons are very confident and are good personalities. They are a little bit selfish but believe in 'Happiness of human life'.

'Holiday' at BDO...

2008-09-24T16:17:00.006+08:00

BDO is the place i'm working at...

This topic was given by a colleague when i told her i'm too bored and it's killing me...Hihihihi....
Me n her have finished reading one of the Harry Potter series...does it shows that i'm really on holiday at the office?

My last assignment was with the aviation industry, done with the field work, all of us came back to the office and finalised the report..and now i believe it's done so dats why i'm on holiday...

New assignment will only start after raya...So basically now what i'm doing is helping my director and i've also done 2Cs (cross referencing and casting)...

Here are the list of things that i read during my 'holiday'

1) Belanjawan 2009 details
2) Tax presentation booklet from Tax seminar (i dun understand)
3) Personal Money (first time i bought it..in case u wondering, it is The Edge magazine)
4) Student Accountant magazine
5) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's stone (hahaha, finish already)..thanks to Mei Chiao

Haih, 80% is boring stuffs and 20% leisure...

The life of an auditor is sumtimes quite imbalance..
When u r on an assignment and u r busy wif stuffs, yes, u r really busy..i mean it...damn busy, work late, need to answer queries from director n partner..scary..
and wait till i'll be seconded to audit, i heard in there quite horror also..hahaha...shud be prepared then...
When u r free, u r too free...yes, veryyyy....

It's 5 minutes to 4.30pm.....time for me to go switch off my laptop, get my handbag and will leave peacefully like no one will notice...hihihi...

Selamat Berbuka untuk semua....

Heart sees what is invisible to the eyes

2008-09-24T16:00:00.002+08:00

Sent to me by sumone...

"It's all come from inside, heart sees what is invisible to the eyes..."

Tapi bagaimana pula dgn pepatah melayu, ikut kata hati binasa...

Although i do believe in the say because i always believe that my first impression, my instinct is correct but sometimes i also did end up wif sumthing unfavourable..

So, how's that?

Ada Untukmu

2008-09-24T14:32:00.002+08:00

Di sana pungguk menanti, mengharap bulan membalas rindu dihati
Di sini aku berdiri, menunggu penuh dengan kesabaran
Tanpa manis madah, janji yg puitis tuk persembahan
hanya ketulusan sekeping hati suci

Aku berikan kasih, kalau itu yang kau mahu dariku
Aku berikan cinta untuk membahagiakan harimu
Aku sayang dirimu biarpun nafasku sampai terhenti

Akan kukota janji kita mendirikan taj mahal cinta
Seteguh kasih shah jahan kepada mumtajnya

Terasa indah pabila berdua
Semakin tiba saat bahagia meraih cinta kita

Aku berikan kasih kalau itu yang kau mahu dariku
Aku berikan cinta untuk membahagiakan harimu
Aku sayang padamu biarpun nafasku sampai terhenti

Akan kukota janji kita, mendirikan taj mahal cinta
Seteguh kasih shah jahan kepada mumtajnya

Aku di'tag'

2008-09-24T09:54:00.005+08:00

Saya telah di'tag oleh cik ja a.k.a suatumasa...
Jadi disini saya senaraikan 15 perkara yg mostly org taktau pasal diri saya.

1) Cita2 saya sewaktu sekolah adalah untuk menjadi saintis, dan lebih advance lg punya cita2 nak jadi saintis wanita Malaysia yg berjaya dapat kerja di NASA.
Sy tonton semua filem yg ada NASA kat dalam tu, baca buku, ensiklopedia (siap sorok lagi dalam library supaya org lain tak amik baca)...hehehehe
Saya berjaya mendapat A1 dalam mata pelajaran fizik sewaktu SPM tapi disebabkan Add Math saya mendapat B4, sy hilang keyakinan...dan ended up sebagai seorg dengan latar belakang akaun.

2) 2 matapelajaran yg sy mmg rasa tak pernah masuk dalam jiwa sy atau kefahaman sy sepanjang tempoh sy belajar iaitu selama lebih kurang 17 tahun ialah Add Math sewaktu Form 4&5 (ada hati nak jadi saintis..hehe) dan juga Costing sewaktu Part 3 Diploma...entah knape blur sgt... Costing selepas itu sy sudah ok... :)

3) Saya sgt suka kucing...Kucing pertama saya namanya Tom...love him so muchh...selepas dia mati kerana sakit dan diberi lethal injection oleh doctor, sy dah tak sayang kucing lain sebagaimana sy sayang Tom...Tom kucing yg paling best dalam dunia...walaupn dia tak segebu kucing Persian (kerana Tom adalah campuran Siamese n domestic cat), tapi dia tetap pujaan hati sy... sedihnya...mak sy pn menangis tgk dia kena lethal injection....ingat lagi disaat nafas terakhir Tom.. :'(

4) Saya pernah berada dlm relationship dgn seseorg hanya selama 3 bulan kerana dia terlalu baik pada saya..tapi sy sebenarnya sedar, sy tak bleh paksa diri saya utk sayangkan dia..he's a good guy, should also be wif the right girl...Sy telah kecewakan dia, sy sedar tapi baik sekarang dari sy terus melukakan hati dia lagi...

5) Sewaktu darjah 6, sy tak suka dgn cikgu English saya...pada sy dia sepatutnya membimbing org seperti sy yg sangat lemah bahasa Inggeris tapi dia mentertawakan sy...pernah sy tersalah menyebut Mother in Law sedangkan sy sebenarnya ingin menyebut auntie..dia mentertawakan sy. Sejak itu, sy nekad utk belajar bahasa Inggeris betul2 supaya sy tak ditertawakan lagi...

6) Saya sebenarnya suka membuat persembahan...bukan meng'expose'kan diri tapi dari situ bagi sy dapat menambah keyakinan diri saya...utk berhadapan org ramai...sewaktu sekolah rendah dan menengah, sy amat pendiam dan pemalu...sy juga tidak punya ramai kawan...
Sewaktu masuk Diploma UiTM, tetiba perwatakan sy agak sedikit berubah, mungkin sy sudah punya keyakinan, sy dipilih sebagai committee utk JTK dan JPK dan sy juga menyertai tarian...dan ini berlanjutan hingga sy belajar di UiTM Shah Alam dimana sy agak aktif dengan kebudayaan dan juga dipilih utk cmenjadi committee utk kolej dan juga fakulti..
Agak pelik bila difikirkan kembali...

7) Saya hanya mula memakai seluar pendek dan juga baju tanpa lengan di rumah sejak sy tinggal dirumah sewa dgn kawan2, hehe...pengaruh diaorg la ni..tapi sy hanya pakai begitu dirumah sewa sahaja...di rumah sendiri tidak...

8) Saya mmg taktau memasak...Sekarang baru rajin skit, minta resepi dgn TJS dan cuba resepi baru selain ayam masak halia dan telur bungkus (housemates sy dah minta perubahan..hehe..except Suatumasa..dia ni ok je sume asal makan..haha..senang bela ko..)

9) Saya masih memakai jam pemberian seseorg yg sudah sy keluarkan dari kamus hidup sy...tapi knape masih pakai lagi? hmmm?

10) Banyak kali sy dikatakan muka sy seakan akan wajah Wan Nor Azlin... ada ke patut? haih...tapi ada juga yg mengatakan muka saya seperti Erra Fazira..hehehe....

11) Sewaktu mak dan ayah saya pergi menunaikan Haji pada 1992, sy sering menangis di kamar mak dan ayah saya sbb org gaji saya sewaktu itu sgt men'stress'kan hidup saya..nasib baik nenek tinggal sebelah rumah...

12) Saya sgt takut dgn rumput lebih2 lagi ketika basah atau berembun...Pada sy, didalam rumpunan itu terdapat bnyk ulat2 dan serangga yg sgt sy tak suka..Jika terpijak atau kena berjalan di atas rumput, selepas itu sy mesti merasakan ada benda2 yg merayap dikaki dan didalam seluar sy walaupn sebenarnya takde apa2...agak phycho juga saya ni...

13) Sy sgt penakut tapi sebenarnya suka gak tgk cite antu. Sekali sy tgk muka hantu , sy takkan dapat lupakan sepanjang hidup sy..Ini termasuk cite2 antu..
Sy masih dapat membayangkan muka Sundel Bolong dalam filem Indonesia yg sy tonton sejak kecil dan juga cite2 antu yg lain seperti pontianak..dan masih terbayang bayang setiap kali gelap atau berseorangan dirumah...lebih2 lagi sy yg kena bgn paling awal setiap pagi..

14) Sy sebenarnya suka mengecat kuku sewaktu kecil ..hehe...ish ish, tak sah semayang...sampai pernah dijeling cikgu tuisyen yg alim pakai kopiah ke kelas kerana kuku sy berwarna silver tapi sy tetap pelajar favourite utk menjawab soalan sebab sy suka duduk direct dengan pandangannya....

15) Saya sayangkan family saya, kawan2 sy dan juga teman saya walaupn sy tak pandai nk tunjuk betapa sy syg mereka...kerana mereka ini, sy adalah sy...diri saya.... :)

Mungkin ada lagi, tapi setakat ini hanya ini dapat sy fikirkan...hehe....

Ramadhan 1-30 September 2008

2008-09-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

'ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna...agar dapat kutempuhi dengan sempurna..'

teringat akan lirik tersebut nyanyian sebuah kumplan nasyid...

Ramadhan kali ini bleh saya katakan bnyk kesannya utk diri sy...dugaan, cabaran dan juga kenangan manis yg mmg takkan dilupakan...

Dugaan nye dari segi kewangan, namun sy mampu mengatasinya, alhamdulillah...how? tentunya revise plan n budget...
Bukan masalah kewangan yg membuat sy tidak punya wang tapi peruntukan utk kategori emergency yg sy buat agak rosak sedikit.mostly disebabkan sy tetiba terkena saman, kena renew lesen dan beberapa perkara yg tidak dijangka..
mungkin bnyk emergency case yg sy tak take into account pada awlnye...tapi semuanya okay...cuma pengajarannye sy perlu bajet lebih utk emergency walaupn ianya bukan berlaku on regular basis tapi sekurang kurangnya jika tak digunakan, boleh dimasukkan dlm peruntukan saving, jd bleh juga menambahkan saving saya.
Bercakap tentang saving, mengikut kata2 seorg certified financial planner, kita seharusnya memperuntukkan 40% dari pendapatan kasar kita termasuk 11% EPF contribution utk tujuan simpanan.
Secara ringkasnya, 40% adalah termasuk EPF, dah seharusnya termasuk juga sedikit peruntukan utk insurance selain utk simpanan..
Sy cuba bijak berbelanja dgn pendapatan sy skrg ini..lgpn bnyk perkara perlu difikirkan, lebih2 lg ianya melibatkan masa depan...

Juga dugaan yg agak hebat pada awalnye dalam relationship...jika diikutkan kata hati muda ini, mungkin ianya hancur ditgh jalan.namun alhamdulillah , dgn berbincang, bertolak ansur dan juga belajar menerima seadanya mmpu menjadi penyelamat dan kesannya, amat kami hargai, amat kami kenang dan sememangnya, menjadikan kami lebih matang dan lebih menghargai serta memahami relationship yg kami ada...
tindakannya serta kata2 nya dgn penglibatan keluarga menjadikan ianya menjadi sebuah kisah yg saya hargai...restu keluarga itukan teramat penting...

Ramadhan bulan utk kita bnyk bersabar dgn dugaan...sy percaya setiap perkara yg berlaku ada hikmahnya...

Rasanya tidak sabar juga utk pulang ke kampung, utk berjumpa dgn keluarga...rindunya teramat...hanya Allah SWT sahaja yg tahu...walaupn mood utk dtg bekerja agak berkurang, mungkin disebabkan oleh mood raya namun inila punca rezeki, harus dibuat dgn seikhlas hati dan jujur...

Sy juga punya harapan agar dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik agar dapat melakukan ibadah kepadaNya...sesungguhnya sy bersyukur dgn setiap kurniaan dan anugerah yg telah diberi olehNya...seringnya lupa, lalai namun insyaAllah, inila yg amat kuharapkan dapat dibuang...

:-)

2008-09-19T09:00:00.001+08:00

this is sumthing interesting...

i've been thinkin the whole morning of what i should write in here..i know i havent updated my blog for ages. not because i was too busy..
the fact is i'm quite free, sumtyms totally free...just helping my manager here n there while she's finishing the whole executive summary in our report...
it is an executive summary, means the target readers are the big guys...so might as well prepared by her or more seniors....as for myself, i'm getting familiar with report writing...

basically what i did for the last 3 days of quite 'idle' mode are updating facebook, reading several of my favourite blogs including 'The Patriot' and 'chedet.com' besides my frens' blogs...
and i was also trying to finish the belanjawan 2009 and student accountant magazine..haih...
and also reading harry potter novel in the laptop...thanks to my colleague..hehe...better la than got nuthin to read n besides reading serious stuffs...need leisure also sumtyms...

and suddenly...hehe..this is the best part..while i was navigating people's blogs today n i happened to visit this one blog of a lady which is ... well, she's good..i shud give her a thumbs up for her effort...i can say she's quite a real lady...
but there is sumthin that only me n eve knows..sumthin bout her la...and it made us smiling the whole evening...cannot tahan la...
Eve asked me to write an entry about it but i refused...after all we are still ladies Eve...hehehehe....
u must be wondering of what am i trying to say here...dun worry people, juz forget it...nuthin serious, nuthin fascinating....juz what we believe shouldnt be telling to the whole world....

ohh ya, speaking of serious...i think i'm in serious condition besides my thinking that country's also a bit serious mainly in politics...i'm not a politic or financial or economic wizard although i wish to be one...insyaAllah in the future (wah, terlebih sudah)...
ohh ya, cannot go further elaborating this...i prefer to read more on those stuffs rather than commenting... (sumtimes comment a bit la, cannot tahan myself from not talking also..hihihi)

'Knowing before you speaking'

Accountant vs Engineer

2008-09-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

What's the difference between these two?

Of course, apparently the spelling..hehe..

the background of these 2 professions? yes..

but one thing that actually capture my attention is the thinking, different thinking of these 2 difference professional people...
i would like to stress a bit in thinking in relationship...not to say who's wrong, and who's right..juz generally speaking..after all, thinking is one very subjective matter...
i'm in accounting background but i try not to put the weight more..
What i'm goin to present here is basically based on true story...what me myself and also my frens who happen currently or previously of will be somehow got connected to people named engineers...again, dun narrow down ur mind people...it doesnt have to be a love relationship, please think in friends scope also, ok?

1) Engineers claim accountants is complicated
- are we (accountants) complicated or they (engineers) are too simple?

2) Engineers claim accountant think too much, can come out with thousands possibilities
- we think too much or they actually too tired to think already?

these two actually brings about thousands problems, misunderstanding...

how can we resolve this?

Snippets

2008-09-17T09:04:00.001+08:00

This entry is a bit different from others...
reason is i have so many things to talk about but the fact is i'm quite lazy to elaborate further on each of the topic....maybe in future, i'll come back with anyone of these...

Bubur ayam McD

smlm gue mc...hehe..skt perut...haih, bnyk plak sakit aku skrg ni...
hehe, mana ade....kurang selera makan je, effect nye jd la pelbagai masalah
tapi dah ok dah skrg...
the best part is, ada org dtg hantar bubur ayam McD n french fries mcD kesukaan gue disaat gue tak selera nak makan...thanks to him... :) with love... :)

Bored

i feel better this morning, only a bit bored coz got nuthin to do at the office
eve said it's free time for auditors..hehe...too much free time actually is killing me la...can't stand got nuthin to do...
yela, if really got nuthin to do, i would rather stay at home..dun haf to wake up so early, rushing to office...

News

ohh ye, everything on the news now are very interesting....with our country's never ending dramatic political issues to 'too big too fail' which failed...(Lehman Brothers filing for Chapter 11 bankcruptcy protection and acquisition of Merrill Lynch). dat actually give me sumthin to study since i'm so free..hehe...

Facebook

again, since i'm so free, i've been navigating facebook the whole morning besides reading bout chapter 11 and news.
wah, looks like facebook not only attracts youngsters but also every age level...it is a good networking portal..(can i say portal?)....i met my lecturer back in uni, my managers (wonder whether partners also layan facebook or not..hehe..) and also eve's big boss..hehe...
friendster is easier, simpler to navigate but facebook is interesting..u can see ur whole network...haih, amazing how technology changes people's life....

Warehouse sale

The expert in this is nana...haha...she's the informer..keep us updated wif every warehouse sale in town...
currently got Nose warehouse sale...hmm, sounds interesting...shoes...haih..bikin gue lemah...hahaha...really cannot tahan when it comes to shoes....so, since depa sume cuti n taking their good times wake up late n go to warehouse sale this afternoon n me stuck here in this cold room (i'm turning into ice cream already), gue n eve plan to go after work...
what i want to buy? shoes of course..a pair for work, and another one for raya...hihi...hopefully there will be one that suits my taste...

Sudoku

this is an interesting thing to do...
i juz learnt actually..and one more time i repeat, since i'm so bored, so, i decide to do the Sudoku...i welcome whoever thinks he/she experts in this, please teach me more bout this...i prefer more on techniques...
currently i have in front of me 3 sudoku with 3 different difficulty rating...hehe...i'm starting wif the easiet one but quite tough also...still figuring out to solve it...haih...

i'll be back wif more...hehe...

almost down...

2008-09-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

haih...

basically for the past few days i got nuthin much to do except need to check the 187 pages report...haih, made my eyes blur2 already..
that reminds me that i need to go n get glasses.. haih, does it means i'm old already?

so, after successfully checking the full report yesterday, i spent the rest of my office hour surfing the internet.. not so many TS staff were here n i havent been assigned to any new assignment yet, so take this tym to relax...according to my seniors, enjoy ur tym while u can have it...

yes, dats true, i know that feeling already...

i went out 4.30 sharp (bulan puasa bleh balik 4.30) and shoot straight away to KL Sogo...received a free travel size of new lipstick range by Clinique and i also ended up bought one Clinique lipstick for myself since i havent bought good lipstick for quite some time...

Eve gave me a ride home but not to my home, to hers actually... me n my housemtes plan to buka puasa in Selayang at Siti Tomyam...

Since we arrived so early at Selayang, me, Eve, Adam n another 2 kids went to bazaar ramadhan to buy sumthing...dunno what happened to me, i was almost faint...i was sweating n basically i saw black...so horrible...

I used to have this low blood pressure , which i haf to eat on regular basis, take sugar and exercise.. dat reminds me dat i havent go to the gym for quite some tym..but i haf reason for that.. i was in one job that really got me no tym to go n workout...
I guess that's the reason for my worst situation yesterday evening...i ate very less for the past few days...i'm reducing weight as well..haih...making me stress...others gain weight during puasa but i think the other way around happen to me....

so, because of that almost faint thing, my night was very tired...couldnt even think...
Why is this low blood pressure thing became so bad?

Hopefully today i'll be okay...

Here's my plan for today ,

1) go back early
2) buka puasa, eat a lot n take milk or soy milk
3) go to the gym, workout...for an hour
4) go home, take healthy drink somemore since i'm so weak right now
5) sleep early

Padang, Bukit Tinggi, Indonesia...The Minangkabau

2008-09-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

Seems like all my friends have already updated their blog wif padang, bukt tinggi stories..some even has multiple parts..good job people...hihi..
it's my turn now...

yes, it is a moment to remember...

in the next few years or maybe when we are old, we'll reminisce the great, wonderful time, experiences we used to have wif our beloved friends...yes, having friends company is definitely the wonderful thing to reminisce....

Padang, Bukit Tinggi...wif the essence of Minangkabau culture...a real, untouched n well preserved...
despite the dangerous area where it is located (so close to few of most actives volcanoes such as Merapi), life goes on...apparently, the people there are living their life as they are...as how their ancestors lived, with what their ancestors has left to them.... wif of course while trying to cope wif modernisation and globalisation as well as experiencing global warming, the authority still working really hard to preserve the nature, the culture and the most important the religion, Islam way of life....

Boys as early as 10 years old are launched out to sleep at musalla and learn Islam....

Ladies are meant to take care of the properties...not to take the priority, the power from men, but the action is with good intention to safeguard the properties. mainly lands from falling to the wrong hands which is afraid will be ended up jeopardizing the nature, the culture and ultimately the honour, the dignity of the people and the land..

As we all know, Minangkabau culture can be easily recognised by their unique shape of house roof...it's not just unique in shape...during our trip, we discovered that everything from roof to its foundation, everything has a meaning, a reason, a logic and a culture...

Dato Temenggung and Dato Perpatih, 2 big names in Sumatera Barat culture...the influence is still strong in the peoples' everyday life...in the buildings they contructed...
We are amazed with the explanation by the lady at Pusat Kebudayaan Minangkabau that we visited on our 1st day there regarding the culture, the difference between those two and mostly on how the people live, they are there for each other...no selfish, no isolation...how nice...

Although i am thankful that i live in Malaysia, a 3rd world country, with all the development, the wealth...but deep inside my heart, i just wish that the element that the Minangkabau has is injected to our people life...
whatever it is, to all Malaysian, just be thankful with what we have here in Malaysia...

until now for this tym...i'll come back wif more stories on padang , bukit tinggi later... gonna rush for berbuka puasa now...

Selamat Berpuasa everyone...moga ibadah puasa anda diterima dah diberkati oleh Allah SWT..
Assalamualaikum

Cinta antara kita

2008-08-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

' sejak dari dulu ku menyintaimu
kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu
sudah berapa lama diriku ini tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua kau merindu ku sebagaimana ku rindumu

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg....

setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau tak mengerti maksud ku dulu pada dirimu
kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usiaku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg....'

no special and any particular reason of why i like the above song...it's very slow , relaxing song but the melody is just what i like to hear... :)

people, do u go for lyrics or melody? which one will be the ultimate reason for you to like a song?

UiTM di hatiku

2008-08-20T11:34:00.000+08:00

maybe it's too late to discuss bout it..but hmmm better late than never right?

i'm a uitm product...did my diploma and ACCA at UiTM until 2007...
i still remember the song...
there's a line saying 'kamilah penjunjung pewaris bangsa....'
bangsa...specifically bangsa melayu, bumiputera....

pretty sad to hear when one of country's leader suggested to open UiTM to non-bumi...

UiTM (formerly known as ITM) is opened to give education to malays and other bumis...

it is the only institution left in Malaysia that specially dedicated to bumis....

open the uitm door to non-malay?

how's that?

apakah matlamat penubuhan uitm?
apakah matlamat yg ingin dicapai dgn membuka pintu uitm kepada bangsa lain?
apakah utk tujuan politik? meraih undi bukan melayu? kita semua sedia maklum cadangan dibuat by the opposition leader which now is one of state leader....and most importantly, he is a malay....
jadi, benar kah utk tujuan politik? utk meraih undi, which in consequently will strenghten the opposition....
tetapi wajarkah dgn memperjudikan nasib bangsa sendiri? at the expense of ur own kids' future?
juz take a look of what happened in singapore...
it is a part of tanah melayu suatu ketika dulu....
tapi skrg? where are the malays? ada, di satu perkampungan kecil...geylang...menjadi golongan miskin..atau lebih sopan menjadi bukan utama di tanah air sendiri...

satu dokumentari di travveling channel di Astro, apabila traveller ini ke singapura utk mengetahui akan budaya asal masyarakat singapura, dipaparkan budaya Baba dan bukan budaya Melayu..cuma disebut ia terdapat sedikit campuran budaya Melayu didalam Baba..sy agak keliru...adakah singapura asalnya diduduki Baba? nampaknya lebih bnyk research perlu sy lakukan atau bertanya tentang penempatan awal di singapura...mungkin pengetahuan sy kurang akan sejarah tapi secara kasarnya apa yg saya ketahui, singapura adalah sebahagian tanah melayu suatu ketika dulu.
apa yg telah ditonjolkan pada dunia bukanlah seperti yg saya sangkakan...

adakah Malaysia menuju ke arah itu? adakah kita bakal mengemis di rumah sendiri?
adakah itu yg pemimpin melayu skrg inginkan?
adakah ini terjadi ketika Dr M menjadi PM?

sy disini personally sama sekali tidak setuju dgn pembukaan uitm kepada bangsa asing

tetapi secara neutral ..disini sy ingin melihat pro and cons nye akan pembukaan pintu uitm....

cons nye telah sy huraikan atau persoalkan di atas...skrg kita lihat, rational nya, pro nye cadangan tersebut....

adakah pembukaan uitm dlihat sbg satu jalan utk menjadikan bangsa melayu lebih kompetitif?
a friend is actually quite agree with the idea of the opening since it will help malays to be more competitive?
in the first place...how competitive can it be? will it really gonna be one?
more or less, i believe that it does help malays to be more competitive but it don't really work ...
competition is everywhere...during working life..well, i may be wrong regarding this, so correct me if i do.

menjadikan bangsa maju lebih berdaya saing? adakah ini satu2 nya cara utk menjadikan bangsa melayu lebih berdaya saing? hanya dgn meletakkan bangsa lain didalam institusi yg sememangnya ditubuhkan dan bertujuan utk melayu?
after all, Malaysia tetap tanah melayu...so, what's gonna hurt if there is one institution for melayu?

apakah istimewanya UiTM ?
pernah suatu ketika sewaktu satu perjumpaan dgn UiTM Vice Cancellor, Prof Dr Ibrahim Abu Shah, beliau pernah mengatakan UiTM adalah untuk melayu, biarkan saje apa spekulasi, apa saje ckp2 pada UiTM, apa saje pandangan terhadap UiTM, UiTM tetap istimewa....
PM ketika itu, Tun Dr Mahathir tidak pernah berfikir panjang, tidak mengunkit bila dipohon budget utk UiTM...terharu dgn kata2 seorg pemimpin
'siapa lagi nak tlg bangsa kita sendiri kalau bukan kita, luluskanlah, anak2 kita nak belajar'

Tun Dr. Mahathir, sememangnya anda pemimpin Malaysia terhebat..i would say the best ever leader ever walking on earth.

Di dalam bajet 2008, juga tidak ketinggalan secara terangan di nyatakan sebahagian dari RM12 billion peruntukan utk pelaksanaan projek di institusi pengajian tinggi adalah budget utk UiTM yang mana dinaikkan untuk mencapai target 200,000 pelajar by 2010.

Apakah yg bakal dinyatakan dalam Bajet 2009? sama2 kita nntikan 29 Ogos 2008...

Bukan untuk bermegah akan layanan istimewa yg diterima oleh UiTM, tetapi hanya untuk menyatakan betapa kepentingan itu tidak harus diperjudikan...

Walaupun Hang Tuah menyatakan ' Takkan Melayu hilang didunia' ..tapi malangnya dlm dunia yg serba maju ini, everything is possible...lebih2 lagi...'Malaysia Boleh'

Sekali lagi, bukan utk bermegah akan keistimewaan yg diberikan, UiTM juga punya kelemahan...sy sendiri mengakui sebagai bekas pelajar, pernah complain, berckp buruk...biasalah manusia, mana pernah puas hati dgn apa yg ada...apapun, sy tetap bangga pernah menjadi pelajar UiTM...sy bangga dgn kewujudannya...

UiTM tetap di hatiku....

a weekend life with 'suatu masa'

2008-08-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

it's saturday.....

it's sunday.....

left me n 'suatu masa' at home....

what a life...rasa macam dah lama tak duduk umah lama2 mcm ni...so good, so calm... :)
after like a month running here n there, work late, this is just what i need...

flashback : friday was a busy , stress day for me, my manager n director rushed me to finish the adjustment n luckily i did....had a department dinner at Coca restaurant at one utama later that night...
we had steamboat, quite good...
thanks to the boss of course....
i think a department dinner is a good thing to do ... my department actually do that every quarter..
reason i'm saying it's good is that this is the only time where i can actually see everybody in my department at the same time....
ramai juga rupanya...hahaha...
the partner talked to me that night saying that he'll arrange my transfer to audit in few months..
i'm really looking forward to be n audit...this is the chance for me to learn more...n to well-equip myself....
it was nearly midnite when i reach home that night...really tiring...i slept in front of tv, couldnt even get up to wash my face....so ended up i woke up at 3 am to change cloth, wash face n everything.

i told 'suatu masa' that i wanted to do so much things and pampering myself like go to saloon to get a hair cut n treatment n manicures..
she suggests that i wait for padang/bukit tinggi and try the saloon there...indonesian saloon...hmmm. great ideas...
i was thinking to have a body massage during our trip later end of this month but a spa sounds more impressive n brilliant idea...
and of course 'suatu masa' also wants to join...hahaha...great, i have a company then...hopefully there will be a nice, affordable saloon or spa that we can go in n treat ourselves in padang/bukit tinggi...

hmmm, an indonesian, bali style spa...hopefully there's one.. wahhh

so, our plan is not just shopping now, but also a spa....a girl will always be a girl... :)

another crazy yet brilliant idea is karaoke, dangdut perhaps...hahahaha

Eve and TJS, r u guys interested? hihihihi

we have 2 weeks more to go...i think Eve is still pening2 on which bag to bring....hahahah....dun worry babe, just choose one...i suggest a big one.hahaha...well, knowing you Eve, a small bag won't do u any good...hihihihi...

as for 'suatu masa', ur bag is ok already....believe me also, small one won't work....hihi...u just told me that u wanted to crazily shopping..hihi

and as for myself, shopping for me is not much...except i really need to buy baju raya, telekung for me n family and one special piece for special event, hopefully..insyaAllah...

a full list of things to buy and to do n of course taking into account the budget shud be out by next week ... hahaha, ok ladies? yela, dateline is near already...
that's our life people...meeting the dateline...

an evening ....

2008-08-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

been planning wif hawa for a month to go shopping ..

i need to buy a shoes...

the requirements:

-a bit sporty

-comfortable enough to wear for hours, walking...

-a bit ladies element in it

-affordable

so, me, hawa , ijat and adam went to pyramid last sunday...yes, wif adam...i insisted hawa to bring him...n luckily no one left to take care of adam, so hawa had to bring him along..haha

peace baby

he's so adorable...so cute ...n funny as well...love that picture...

so, we arrived at about 3.30pm...damn hungry...so had our lunch first at Manhattan Fish Market..hmm, always love the fish n chips...but if u ask me, fish n co is better..in terms of choices n taste as well..as for the price, it's more or less is the same...

i wanted to withdraw some money n adam wanted to follow

he was ok for the first few minutes queing up , after that ...it all started...hahahaha...berpeluh gue amik duit ngan budak kecik...haha..the best part was dia duduk kat lantai taknak bangun...aaaahhhh, jgn bikin malu gue Adam...nasib baikla ko comey...n sume org pandang aku senyum je...n of course adam lagi senyum, tersengih sengih...sejuk ati aku...hahaha...terpaksa aku umpan ngan duit seringgit..termakan nmpaknya ngan umpan aku..langsung dpt aku grab dia n dukung balik smpai selamat amik duit..

dats the first part...selamat sudah

then , finished our lunch...we went to bowling for a while..i went to see my ex colleagues having a tournament dat day...miss Sunchirin and its nice people...

done with that, the shopping tym started..me n hawa n adam went to skechers while ijat went in jusco..

i wanted to buy skechers, viewed some of its shoes in the internet..but the price is expensive..

i never bought shoes that priced more than rm100 before..and of course i won't spent hundreds for sports shoes..those who are close to me, they'll know i'm not a sporty person..

it's Adam again...me n Hawa quite tired already...so we decided to rent the car stroller for kids..

he loved it, stay in it and looked even more cuter.

since Adam now dun bother bout anything else except for the car and so happy wif it, so we continue wif our stuffs,we went to NIKE n ELLE to survey the shoes and after tired comparing, i decided to buy the NIKE.

it's black wif a little pink n i guess i look ok wearing it..... hihihihi.

so, finally i bought the shoes...and i'm ready for Padang/Bukit Tinggi...here i come...hahahaha

on our way back, Hawa finally found the sandals that she wants...ohh we went to Ipanema sandal shop before coz Hawa wanted to buy sandals....

thanks to Hawa kerana setia menemani ku...looking forward for another evening, shopping day with Adam...hahahaha...

kisah kita.....

2008-08-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

kesinambungan dari kisah kasih kamu by 'Suatu Masa'....

inilah kisah kita....kita duniawi...

me juz back n done with KLIA job, now on finalizing and beautifying report...haha...and filing time...

hmmm, so many things happened...

btw, me currently listening to 'Ada untukmu' by Nubhan....love the song, love the voice...and love it even more when somebody actually sang to me this song last nite..via the phone...and me actually got it recorded...haha...for future reference...' akan ku kota janji kita, mendirikan taj mahal cinta, seteguh kasih Shah Jahan kepada Mumtaj nya'

ok, back to reality...a reality...an actual fact...a life...

sapa laa budak laki sorang ni yg bikin gempak gue n teman2 gue punya rumah...
girls, jom kita publish nama dia n kasi tau sume org apa jenis ini orang...

bikin bnyk susah woo

ladies,

seperti yg aku sudah komen kat 'Suatu Masa', kumbang bukan seekor....
dah suka sgt kan menyusahkn idup org...then let it be...biorle dia
dia tak rasa lagi tu org bagi harapan kat dia then wat cmtu....

btw, gue ada satu idea...adakah ini bernas?
buat si gadis, apa kata kamu terang terangan kasi tau kamu punya perasaan, wat ayat sedih skit then say bye bye...hahahaha....
kasi dia terasa skit..tapi jgn plak si gadis ni plak lepas tu tercair hati plak in case dipujuk, di say sorry...

how's that?

girlssss...........ladies

2008-07-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

how's that title? (specially dedicated to all the girls or perhaps i should say ladies)

talking about girls/ladies, there are so much things to say...

i'll start with basic until.... just about everything la...

define
what's the different between a girl and a lady?

A girl is a young lady..hahaha...true right? but it doesnt mean that a lady is considered old...it doesnt work dat way to me...

A lady means a grown up girl...A grown up girl is simply to say a girl who's more mature (of course maturity is another subjective thing)
From here on words, i'll concentrate more on ladies..

the needs
What are their needs?
i've discuss bout this thing before in my friendster blog under heading 'what women want'
success?
money?
happy marriage?
kids?
beauty?
self satisfaction?

take ur pick

if u ask me, me myself of course will say i need all of that.. well, who doesnt?
success ---> good qualification? good job? good pay? good prospect? security?
money ---> halal? security?
happy marriage ---> good husband? good in laws? live happily ever after? love?
kids ---> anak2 yg soleh dah solehah? can take care of you later? smart kids?
beauty ---> spa? natural beauty? inside beauty?
self satisfaction ---> do things u want to do? haf things u dream of?

reality
ladies, we are living in life that we choose, or maybe also in life that we haf to be in..whether we like it or not..
things dun always happen the way we want it to be..
woman can never be in same level as man...
world is talking about equality...equality in having top position, equality in wealth, equality in just about everything....
but bear in mind, a lady is always a lady...a creature dari Allah SWT yg Maha Agung...
beauty is inside us...a beauty is there , is in place from the creation..a beauty is how u bring yourself, is how u present urself, is how u take care of it..it is there....
success is from how u do wif the beauty i juz mentioned above...
self satisfaction can be reached when there's success....

are that all the we want? ladies?

Back in action

2008-07-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

my last post was on 28th june..and today is 19th already
hmmm, it's been a while ...
lot of things happened...

i was away from office for quite some time and it's kinda tiring when go back home...so i guess thats the main reason of the gap.

now i'm back..hahaha

i 'm on this assignment at KLIA...although it's tiring having to travel everyday which took me about 45 mins one way.. can claim mileage and toll of course but if can claim outstation allowance, dat will be better..hahahaha

one director in the team says that he remember bout the 50 km radius rules in outstation definition last tym...haha..

back to the assignment, we had a chance to go on site visit which covers all the airport handling, including cargo, baggage , catering, passenger and the aircraft itself...
we got to see all the process, everything that they do at that close..
it's once in a lifetime experience...

previously also on assignment at different places... sigh..trying to adopt wif this kind of life...

omg..it looks like i'm turning this blog into a journal already...hahahaha...

i've so many things dat i feel lyk writing in my head now...so, i guess i'm really back in action this tym....back in writing...

and all my beloved frens also seem so actively blogging....hahaha...keep it up people...

Sunday.....SEPI

2008-06-29T11:22:00.000+08:00

it's sunday....it's weekend....it's another day at home....hmmmm, love it....
i got a chance to wake up late, do my stuffs....i'm a homey person...i can stay at home the whole day by juz watching TV and online...ho harm...in fact, i love that kind of life rather than going out, letting the sun burning me...(although i like beach)....hmmm, a holiday at the beach...what a life....

i went to watch SEPI yesterday...a malay movie with 3 main different stories which somehow got connected to each other...not really got connected, it's juz at one scene, these people happened to be at the same place....Kabir Bhatia did a quite good job if u ask for my opinion..my fren said it's like a sequel from previous CINTA (i didnt watch)..
Reason i'm saying he did a good job is because of the way he made these people got connected somehow..it wasnt a typical malay movie which the story line is so straight ...

Adam, Sufi and Imaan (three main characters) once 'sepi' and trying to live their life by juz going with the flow....

Adam accepted the love of a girl who admire him so much (cintailah orang yg mencintai kita)..hmmm, i juz wonder...
Sufi , when he thought the life is over after the wife dead somehow bump into Marya who's suffering a lonely life without a child...believing he found a second love in his life....he decided to wait for this love until his last day....
Imaan , a simple, artistic girl livin her life with the imagination of havin her dead boyfriend besides her....talking alone (as if the bf is besides her), being imaginative...this new actress actually did quite good job....

The storyline although is simple but yet really can hold people to watch until the end....
in fact, it did made me want to watch till the end...

Hmm....SEPI....

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-06-27T17:36:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-06-27T17:06:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph

Coffee anyone?

2008-06-27T11:09:00.000+08:00

i was so so so sleepy this morning....i believe i had enuf sleep already last nite..approximately 6 hours..(enuf la right?) but maybe because i'm too tired...i'm trying my best to discipline myself to constantly do the workout...

Suddenly coffee came to my mind... i had fried rice n milk this morning and nasi daun pisang for lunch...thanx to nasi daun pisang for contributing to the increasing level of 'mengantuk' i'm currently suffering now..

hmm, talk about coffee, let me share u a lil information bout coffee...to the extent of my knowledge....

Brazil actually remains the largest exporter of coffee beans...although coffee wasn't originally found in Brazil... Coffee was first discovered in Ethiopia (somewhere in Africa if i'm not mistaken) .

Basically, coffee comes in 2 types namely robusta n arabica...arabica is more superior than robusta...coffee drinks actually a mixture of these 2 but the proportion is depends on types of coffee drinks.
Espresso for example use smaller portion of robusta (only fine robusta beans). Epresso actually forms many of our well known coffee drinks like cappucino, cafe latte, cafe mocha...

dat brings us to Starbucks... i actually like Starbucks (like it even more when my father is the one paying) but expensive laa.
I usually have Frappucino caramel (quite lame), signature hot chocolate and of course iced caramel macchiato..

Last week i received an e-mail regarding Starbucks..saying that it's non halal one...
i was quite shocked actually when read that it actually contains gelatin (from questionable source) and also that by buying their beverages, we are actually supporting the jews..
hmmm....

so people...how 's that?

Life as an accounting graduate

2008-06-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

Diploma in Accountancy
Bachelor Degree in Accountancy
Master
CAT
ACCA
CIMA
MICPA
...etc

All of the above qualifications obviously relate to and make someone to be known as accounting graduate.

What's next? What are the choices in job market that we have?
Accountant?
Auditor?
Business Advisor/ Consultant?

and in which sector/industry?
Private?
Public/Government?

take your pick....

i've made my choice and from dat point, my choice led me to the life i'm currently living...
and i'm surrounded by accounting people by background, left only few which are from other background
i see and me myself experiencing the life of me n people around me...and trying so hard to have this 'work balance lifestyle'

example no 1 : (a so called balance)
7.15am : go to work
7.00pm : back home, send laptop, go to the gym
9.30pm : back at home, haf dinner, sit n talk wif housemates while watching TV
11.30pm : sleep

example no 2 : (a not so called balance)
8.00am : go to client's office
8.30pm : go back home, send laptop, go to the gym
10.30pm : go back home, haf dinner, haf sum tym wif frens while online
12.30pm : sleep

example no 3 : (a not balance)
8.00am : go to client's office
9.30pm : go back home, haf dinner, continue doing work while chit chat a bit with frens
1.00am : sleep

the above examples are those that i've experienced before or to be precisely, for the past 1 and a half month i work here.. nuthin real bad happened yet..in fact, i think i love my job although it's not much yet but i'm learning.

So, people...is this the life as an accounting grads?

Live life to the fullest

2008-06-25T10:34:00.000+08:00

Do we really live our life to the fullest?
me askin myself, or maybe u can ask urself...

i remember last two weeks, me n housemates were havin breakfast n suddenly this crazy idea came to our mind...which is karaoke..

wah, i was like..'guys, really wanna go ke?' n i was also like looking at the clock and the tym is 10 mins to 11am.

i told them that this one chinese fren used to tell me that Red Box has this lunch package which the price is reasonable but it's only from 11am to 2pm....
and my fren was like, ok, hurry up, go take shower n dress up quickly...
so, everybody was rushing like we 're goin to catch a plane or sumthin...

and finally we managed to arrive at the Pyramid half an hour later...and had such a fun tym for the rest 2 and a half hours.

we went back home and these girls continue with the korean series..

u people must be wondering why am i writing all these crap things inside here and furthermore this is not a journal..it's a blog...although i know blog is a place where u can just say anything that u want...

what am i trying to say here is that we should live our life...to the fullest doesnt mean we can do just about everything..the limit is still there...limit as a woman, as a muslim...keep that in mind...

we had a hard tym, a pleasant tym... above all, these experience are meant to teach us...to prepare ourself...to 'complete' us......to make us to be us....what we are today....

what my frens n i did is that we are living our life...merely to the fullest...